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From: MATTI <matti_katt@yahoo.de>
Newsgroups: alt.support.boy-lovers
NNTP-Posting-Host: 195.170.88.135
Date: 6 Sep 2002 06:54:53 -0700
Subject: OKAY!  OKAY!  I'm a bastard.....

Hey, first things first, I did not what to take over or change the
intention of this group!  Personally, I don't give a rats ass about
what anyone thinks of me or what I write.  I just wanted to get some
info to speed up my searching.  Sorry if you don't like it and I don't
give a damn if it is a crime.  It seems that a lot of these moral
authorities give out advise when it was not asked for.  I have my
reasons why I am looking for such materials and I do not wish to go
into great detail.  Materials like these have kept me from acting on
the dark desires that are in my head.  I have tried therapy and
relationships with others my age.  It has not worked.  Actually, who
the hell decided that sex can only be valid in a relationship?  I
don't what a relationship, I just what the sex!  I don't fuck around
with this.  I tell my partners that from the beginning.  As for the
boys, well, nothing has ever felt better.  Ouch!!!!  Honesty!!!!!  Can
you deal with it?  Probably not.....
I will not say exactly what I have or have not done, but all I know is
that for the past 3 years these materials have kept me from acting. 
Now that I have lost them, I am losing control.  I am in a position
where I have access to real contact and I am aware of atleast 4 boys
who are willing.  I pretend that I am not.  No games here.  I am not
"trying" to secretly get in their pants.  They actually want me to. 
There have been more than just a few hints in this direction.  I am
not going to pretend that this is not a problem, nor will I justify my
feelings with some sort of anthropological bullshit.  I am what I am
and I have to live with it.  Sorry to hurt your feelings.  Maybe I am
not a boylover.  I just want to hold them, love them and feel all of
the pleasures one can feel with them.  You other boylovers are for me,
total bullshit artists.  Call yourselves "boy-supporters" and coach a
little league team or work with the boy scouts.  I love them and do
not with to hurt them, unless they ask me to.  There is some fuel for
you mental mastrabation.  Have fun and rip my words apart.  I will
still try to find what I need whether you like it or not.  I feel I
was born with this orientation, trying to deny it's reality would be
the biggest lie of them all.
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